Saturday, July 18, 2015

I miss you baby brother


Seems like just yesterday we were kids, and you were my brat baby brother. Now I am very much older, and you are now gone R.I.P Anthony Udarbe I lost you on June 10, 2015. I will never forget that day, on the way to the hospital, I knew in my heart you were already gone. I didn't get to say goodbye. :(
I think back on the years as we were growing up, and how the world was evolving around you. Technology was movimg forward and so was the times, and our conversations were always(remember sis when I did this ie..skatboarding, bmx bike riding, and boogie boarding). You listened to alot of the music from our youth, and was always remenicing.  I will cherish those conversations always.
I know you suffered for many years with your sickness, diabetes, loss of site, and your heart issues. And I can't imagine the loneliness you felt going home to a empty house, when I went home to my family. 
All I know now is that you are healthy now probably about the age that you were in your glory.  I pray that we will see each other again, and for now I will say see you later.

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