Just thinking

It's Monday 8/6/18 my first of 2 days of.  My daughter, her husband and my grand kids are visiting us this month.  And for some reason I have been getting very emotional, not openly that is but in my thoughts. I have just had another birthday, I'm not getting any younger.
    Life has been good to me I have a loving husband, beautiful children and grand children.
Things are changing in my life, my job is getting ready to expand ie... a new Casino, and Hotel soon they are preparing as I write this. I am starting school soon to brush up on my accounting skills, with hopes that I can apply in office once everything is complete.  I am nervous, and excited at the same time, can this old soul learn still, will I be excepted in a new position at my job.  I have a lot on my mom, but all good stuff.  And possibly a new grand child on the way, God willing.
    Life has had its ups and downs for me, and I thank my heavenly Father for getting me through the tough spots. But I especially thank my heavenly father for all the blessings in my life.
My husband and I are planning our next chapter in our lives possibly selling our home, and moving to another state God willing, which is scary and yet exciting at the same time. We have lived all our lives in California, and to start a new life in another state seems scary, but I know if its Gods will, He will bless us in His time.
    Just wanted to share my thoughts.

July 17, 2018

      I just got my new computer today a Lenavo Yoga, thanks to my awesome husband.  Now I
have a computer with high speed that I can use for school.  I am still trying to figure it out, but
I do know it is fast.  Funny I went to school for computers back in the days when it was C:.  Now
it should be easy with point and click but it is still hard for me. I am going to try my hardest to learn
this new computer I am so happy to have one that is so fast with the processor. Now to get signed up
for my Accounting class tomorrow, at MSJC. Hope this class can excel my position at work.

Miss you grandma Minnie

It has been 4 years since you went to heaven to be with grandpa Sammie.

Love my Captain America

Well its Wednesday 9/27/17, and I have no withdrawals from FB. It actually feels great not being connected to the Internet all the time.

Taking a break

So I decided to take a break from FB. And enjoy my life, and life itself. Sometimes all the technology in your life can cause stress and other things. So if anybody wants to talk or get a hold of me. Text me or email me.

I am still trying to feel my way around this blogging stuff

So its been a while since I posted.  But anyways last year was a bit scary for me.   Starting with January 5, 2016, my husband having his major heart attack.  With that and his diabetes has been a challenge, to adjust to making healthier meals that both he and I can eat.  And in doing so our first 2 weeks after his heart attack, I gave him gout by feeding him food with too much vitamin K.  I was trying to figure what kind of vegetables to make that he liked, so I made many meals with sprouts, because that is his favorite vegetable.  Not a good decision, but we are figuring it out as it goes.

Then on October 12, 2016 we were out with some friends for dinner, and I passed out, and woke up in a ambulance on my way to the hospital. They called it syncope, and through all tests came back fine, except they had a question on my ultra sound.  They said they found a spot in the back of my head in my brain that should be looked into futher, so in the next couple of weeks I had 2 CT scans but without insurance I couldn't afford for a neurologist to read them.  So here I am in 2017 waiting for my insurance to kick in at my new job (server/bartender at Cahuilla Creek Casino). 
And because of all this excitment I got sick at Christmas 2016 and caused myself to have bad anxiety attacks that required medicine, which I haven't needed in years.
So here I am in 2017 and I believe God has plans for my life, using me in the ministry helping  others in need.  I claim victory over my worries, for they are not of God, I claim healing in my body and my husbands.  And I am expecting miracles for those I have been praying for. 

Thank you Lord for Your strength and Your love for me